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So Great It Will KILL by xlxuxnxax, literature

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So Great It Will KILL

It is inside of us, like a heart inside of a new-born baby We do not know that it exists, but can feel it pulse.. We can feel it hurt and pulse and grow Just like a terrible cold that will never go away. It grips your throat and floods your lungs Making you want to scream but you are drowning We are drowning, all together and it will not stop. It has only just begun, and we cannot ever, ever, EVER shove it away. The terrible beast inside our souls swells and wars It wars against other souls and we are never satisfied We are always aching and always hurting deep deep down inside So much that our shoulders shake in pain and our bones

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Burning Decay Inside My Head by Daemon385, literature

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Burning Decay Inside My Head

This poison curses my well being. A hollowed body and decayed mind, it is agreeing To only further me inside himself Seeing my thoughts I try not to see in myself. I wade in pools of bitter acumen Still cursed to be a mortal human. Left with thoughts of darkness to fester. Boiling up inside the child who can't stop his own sequester. Rage lets out untamed Against all blamed. Seeing red and blue Till I can only feel so few. Unsettled sleep just to lay awake Dreaming still of every mistake. Clawing at the scars in my brain Blocking my own voice I so strain. It only haunts me as I lay here. The poison only heightens my fear. Ti

This Night of Ours by Daemon385, literature

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This Night of Ours

Glistening and shining Rays of blue. Dew on the grass And shadows too. The lake sits quiet and still Too only move when fish start to play. Rippling and growing While the frogs leap away. Her light shines down upon the land. Leaving hope in the darkened sky For all life that wanders about Under the sight of her giant eye. She gives the earth a peaceful slumber. Tucking them in with her gentle cooling breeze. Whisking them away to another world With such kindhearted ease. But before I fall into her loving arms I watched her for hours long. Tracing her face with my fingers Till she blushes strong. I start to drift as she cud

Our Words Bond Us by Daemon385, literature

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Our Words Bond Us

Eternity. That's how long we've been waiting along this path Full of sorrow and the bleeders bath, But now change runs in aghast So we may now die in peace and live at last. From Past We have come a long way since then. No longer being what we were way back when. Our scars heal and what we feel Is now so very real. The Future. What will it bring? I see the poets write and the singer sing. The hearts red, the roses blue; As what inside starts to accrue. In Present. Here we are now With all the patience and our vow. This endeavor paid off in the end. I would never want it to stop, it's what we intend. A Beginning; As we hol

Changing Heart by Daemon385, literature

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Changing Heart

No human is ever good or bad. They cannot be one or the other. Both reside inside each person. It is only by choice in which they choose To live their lives. I am no different. Yet I live in both worlds. To me they both have their own joys and displeasure; As does life itself. With time I have split myself in two So that I may live in both worlds with ease. You see me now with my charming kind smile. While someone else sees me with devious eyes. I am a guardian and a lover no doubt. A healer for the souls close by Who ache and sorrow full of pain. Helping and protecting as my game. To your surprise though I am a sadist. Feed

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xlxuxnxax

Mar 28, 2011

Four Weeks Now

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Three going on four tomorrow, four more weeks left of sorrow Dont even write to say hello, if youre moving on wish youd let me know...hurting now more than before i feel like im losing you for sure now im waiting anxiously..to see if you are forgetting me...

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xlxuxnxax

Feb 25, 2011

New Worlds Collide

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And so we begin again. Fake smiles and stupid grins. While in the corner we hide from ourselves, lying to those around. We will be fine, and in due time, we may truely be so in the literal term of the word. However with that being said..we all know the truth. That nothing is truely fine...and no heartache...is ever truely over. Thank you. Luna

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Oct 31, 2009

Devious Journal Entry

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theres been alot going through my mind lately. I can't exactly say what it is, but it has been inspiring for my new poetry and the things i draw. Times have gotten a little tough, as they always seem to do. My latest poem, Dawn, is inspired by somethings I have lost. But when I think about it, I miss it, but would I want to trade what I have now for something that has been gone for almost three years...would it be worth losing everything again just to get the thing i lost back? some questions are just impossible to answer, I guess. Maybe, though, because the topic at hand is impossible to return it is a good thing that such questions are impo